That's it......we're finally into the double digits!

10 months down already......how exciting!! I know that at the beginning of this journey we thought we would be going to China any time now and here we are still so far off.

Sometimes, its crazy what life has in store for us...........you think your on the path to get to where you want to be and then all of sudden a huge tree falls in your way and you have to learn a new way to get there.....

Most times it's infuriating and frustrating.....but in this case there is no choice but to sit back and allow it to happen as it does. As much as I want to go over and bring Gracie back, there is absolutely nothing in my power I could ever do to control that timing.

If there was, I would move mountains to have it happen.

This weekend we plan to get organized for my brothers wedding, which is next weekend......I still can't believe that!! It always seemed like it was so far away and now here we are 7 days away!!

I am starting to get VERY nervous about being an MC........what the heck did I agree too. I am not overly prepared for this.......I don't have my speech memorized yet.....it seems every time I have it down pat what I want to say I get discombobulated!!

I am keeping my fingers tightly crossed that I will be awesome at this..........I want everything about the day to be perfect for my bro!